we?
One boy finally gone; now another is in the threshold, and I’m trying to figure out if he wants to come in or not. I don’t know if i want him to or not. I have a question: how do you know if you like someone?
Silly question for someone who’s already had a boyfriend right? Well, hate to sound like a bitch, but i didn’t ‘like’ him like that. He was just a friend who was romantic and persistent as hell. He loved me and i let him. And after some time, i thought i loved him too. Then something happened, and i don’t know what, but things changed. Then we, or more I, was broken. I didn’t know what to do. I had been part of a we for so long that i didn’t know how to be just me.
But i realized that i didn’t really love him. i just thought i did. He made me feel safe and wanted me happy. I fell in love with that. And i didn’t want it to be just me.
In these past two months, i’ve learned to be happy with just me. But now i have to figure out if this guy wants me. And if he does, am i ready to be a part of a we again?
